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(no subject) [Mar. 4th, 2005|10:22 pm]
I got a new journal.


add me.

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(no subject) [Jan. 19th, 2005|11:29 pm]
[I Feel |blankblank]
[Listening To |Breaking Benjamin]

Its hard to look at someone the same after you've gotten to know a different them.

Me + Travis = Love
We had a nice talk to the other day when I felt bad.
I love him so much.

My conscience makes me feel guilty.
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Come my sweet killer, and take my life from this nothing of a world. [Jan. 18th, 2005|08:29 am]
[I Feel |sadsad]
[Listening To |Dimmu Borgir]

I'm so emo. More than just normal emo.
Depressing emo.
Ashley left for class and my heart dropped. Thats never happened.
I feel so alone right now.
I have the feeling I need to cry but no tears come.
I hate having that feeling because it won't go away.
Theres no one to talk to right now either.

I'm in such a Dimmu Borgir music mood.

I'm mad at life for making me right now.
I'm sound so gay, I know.
But I feel that way, and its bad.

Love by ruby mae
Your name
Your partner
You two areMeant for eachother
Your meeting was byDestiny
They are yourBest Friend
You are theirBest friend
Your love willBe the epitome of what true love is
Quiz created with MemeGen!

That makes me feel a bit better.
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(no subject) [Jan. 16th, 2005|11:38 pm]
[I Feel |happyhappy]
[Listening To |Taking Back Sunday - New American Classic]

Mmmmmmmmm yummyz. <33333



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(no subject) [Jan. 12th, 2005|06:02 pm]
[I Feel |okayokay]
[Listening To |Coheed and Cambria]

Classes = stress
French = no stress ( surprised? You should be )

Theres always trouble.
Too bad I'm always the only one to notice it.

I miss Travis.
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(no subject) [Jan. 10th, 2005|10:58 pm]
[I Feel |giddygiddy]
[Listening To |Taking Back Sunday - ...Slowdance on the inside]

I'm on such a Taking Back Sunday phase.
They have a concert in NJ with MRC, C&C and SF on the 12th.
I'm uber sad.

Hannah offered to take me home for this weekend, but I declined the offer.

I miss Travis a lot.
Its not like one of those " hurting feelings" you get when you miss someone. Its like a good feeling but saddening that I'm sooo freaking far away. I really miss him. I don't have a clue why I feel this way. It feels like I miss him more than my parents. Which just seems impossible but I think its not anymore. I wish I were with him. or something. He might come visit me when he gets permission and stuffs. Ya know? K. I thought you did. He's the best boyfriend I've ever had. Its not like a one way love thing going on. Its a 2 way...finally..It'd be awesome to be able to call him whenever I want to for free but I can't since its a different area code plus theres a whole freaking area code inbetween us. I want to have him arms around me again or to just lay down with him. Nothing sexual of course because I'm just sooo not that way. Its nice to talk to him and pour my heart out and he feels the same way. And he does the same with me soo much and I feel the same way. I've always wanted to date someone that I could share these things with. We have so much in common and not in common. Its kickass. I belive opposites attract but not total opposites. I talk to him about anything and everything. I really am not ashamed about anything with him. I just want to tell the whole world that I love Travis Knopps. Its like I get a giddy feeling everytime I think about me and him just talking and walking. Its soooo uber awesome. I like to spend time with him. It sucks that my mom is xxxagainstxxx me dating til i'm 28. but My dad takes me to his house like anytime I want. Almost anytime but its a lot. Goodness I could keep on all night. But I'll stop.

I love you Travis.
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I thought it would be so much quicker than this... [Jan. 8th, 2005|09:35 pm]
[I Feel |lovedI Love You Travis!]
[Listening To |underOATH]

I've decided to become a vegan.
Its horrible the way people kill animals and treat them for us.
I won't ramble on this subject...

I haven't gotten to talk to Travis much at all.

I went to the mall and bought some stuff.
- pink and black belt.
- turquoise ( is that spelled right? ), black and white ribbons.
- love spell lotion and make up bag:) it smells really good.
- a pair of sunglasses that are cute and such.

I liked Dr.Brown's talk today to us.
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(no subject) [Jan. 7th, 2005|08:07 pm]
[I Feel |happyhappy]
[Listening To |Emery]

1. Maria and I are ________.
2. Maria is _________.
3.Maria isn't ________.
4. Maria makes me feel ________.
5. One thing that I like about Maria is ________.
6. If I could change one thing about Maria I would change ________.
7. Maria should ________.
8. If Maria were a color, she would be ________.
9. If Maria were an animal, she would be ________.
10. If Maria were a candy, she would be ________.
11. If Maria were a song, she would be ________.
12. I dislike it when Maria ________.
13. If I could be with Maria right now, I would ________.
14. If I could give Maria one thing, it would be ________.
15. Sometimes, when I think of Maria, I ________.
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(no subject) [Jan. 6th, 2005|09:35 pm]
[I Feel |tiredtired]
[Listening To |The Chariot]

Last night Matt ( Reeves ) messaged me.
He apologized. And we're friends now.

My moods have been everywhere day.

Sad, Mad, Happy - Emo. -.-

I had a lot of homework. but I'm glad I got it done. It took my 4 hours. I'm glad its over with.

I think I put Travis in an even more bad mood because I didn't stay online much..
Sorry baby. I love you.

I hope tomorrow is better.
But I highly doubt it.
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(no subject) [Jan. 5th, 2005|10:41 pm]
[I Feel |lovedloved]
[Listening To |Thursday]

I realized last night that I really loved Travis more than I though.
Cute, huh?
Thought so.
I don't want to lose him.
I love you, Travis.


Bitches and Ho's.
and such.
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